Potential

Potential. What a funny word. 

Could have, would have, should have.. yeah. I get it. 

The implications are absurd. 

What ifs sure haven’t helped me the least bit. 

My own path was so very blurred.

A lost soul, I’m not afraid to admit.

Life’s meaning for me was obscured.

These days..grateful, I finally got it. 

I think..  still not very assured.

Faking it, shaping, slowly making it. 

Accepting, leaving a lot blurred. 

Leaves me a better feeling in my pit.